To my son

Hey there buddy,
Your to young to understand the things that are going on right now between your mother and I, But I'm writing this because it will because when you grow up I want you to see and Know your daddy has always loved you. I have tried very hard to get my car running but it still doesn't start. I've called friends hopping to get a ride to come and get you but none were available, And thought your mother is saying that she couldn't afford to bring you to me, I offered her gas money and asked how much she needed and she refused. So last night I was here in our old home crying, missing my son and knowing how you were being used like a pawn to hurt me. I just want you to know I love you buddy and hope in time you realise that I always have.