another day

Where to start.....
Well I thought I would have my son this weekend but my ex has informed me that there are plans and that I can't. To hear her talk she wants to make arrangements so we have set weekends and such. But every call is nothing but yelling. She wants to know why I'm not talkative or happy to hear from her. I can't believe she needs to ask or that she expects an answer. Then she had to ask why her having him 12 days and me 2 might be a problem for me. OMG like that seems fair. Oh and if I can't find a ride I miss that weekend. Oh and I'm supposed to have to provide the rides both ways to see my son according to her..... Like thats fair! She said that we were to work things out our selves but that since I didn't have any money that I wasn't holding up my end of the bargain. Gee that not a surprise really. I was hoping to resolve the problem of not being able to pay her, but set backs seem to keep coming up. Oh well, she can't seem talk without yelling and I don't feel like I have to keep taking it like I did when we were together. So things will have to work them selves out, or the courts will have to do it, or I will have to keep biting my tong for the next 12 years